Anonymous asked: you seem sad :(
Sad? Oh no! I wouldn’t say I’m sad- Im very content! I have 55 days until I graduate and commission, I have an incredible boyfriend who spoils me like crazy, amazing family, friends, and great opportunities. I wouldn’t say sad, but you’re right- something is off. Satan has been doing a really great job of attacking me and my friendships lately, drawing me away from them, and putting petty barriers between us that are somehow crazy difficult for me to overcome. That coupled with my insanely high stress level lately…its no bueno. Satan is kind of like a Dementor- sucking the joy right out of me. I’m happy, but not joyful, if that makes sense. But I’m working on it! God does conquers all :)
What if you wake up one morning and you’re in bed with the love of your life and they have their arm around you and their snoring like a fucking ass hole, but you can’t help but to smile and you hear a baby crying and it finally hits you, you’ve made it.
you beat the demons inside you, the voices, the darkness.
I look forward to that, to knowing I made it.
STORY OF MY LIFE